List of things to love:

Eight months seems like a lifetime.
I'm not used to letting other people make me feel like this.
I was never this kind of girl.
(I can't adjust to sleeping alone again.)

I could get used to being told that I'm beautiful everyday. /shallow

What does one wear if one is attending a Black Tie Christmas Party with a Jewish guy?
(The Jewish part doesn't actually affect fashion decisions, it's just an amusing juxtaposition.)

Well, fuck, I might be getting attached.

Wednesday night I went to two parties, drank $50 wine and cheap gin & tonics, flirted with older men and went home with a younger one. That was a first, but he was the best I've had in a good while. (I didn't give him my number but he tracked it down - we have mutual acquaintances - and called me the next day. I found it strangely charming.) Still, I always work best with the temporary and he's leaving soon -- I'm terrified of being dependent on anyone.